A brief reflection on the events that has happened in my life over the 365+ days when I had moved away from this home. Now that I'm back, sitting in the this same chair, typing away on the same keys mounted on this very same desk. Perhaps everything may seem unchanged and perhaps it might have been too good of a dream that I just had awaken from.
I've made a group of new friends, lost that exact group of friends as the school year ended, left behind the two and a half years of what I couldn't really recall as a really good or really terrible relationship and met someone else that I considered as "truly wonderful". While trying to patch up my relationship with the people I should really care about, I quite frequently find myself struggling to keep people that are unworthy of my attention. It's quite the disappointment to see how easily some people change in the blink of an eye. One minute they call you up and "apologize" to resenting your presence, next minute we are back to the beginning as if that phone call had never existed.
As I try to step forward and become a better person, I often find myself being pushed back for reasons that even I'm not really too sure of. But when one road closes, I find myself another path to step on.
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else." - Tuesdays With Morrie
This time, I know it's different simply because I want it to work.
